Whenever he smiles at her

What am feeling now?

Whenever he stands beside her

How should i name it?

The heart longs for him though

The mind knows the truth

When nothing happened bad

How come things go worse?

It's just the pain

A feel that overwhelms my heart

After all, it's just the feel

A feel that dumbs my mind

Wish i could be his need

Longing to be his, which

Probably could not

Wish he could smile at me

Wish he could walk with me

Could have born as her

I wish......I

Atleast to have smiled at him back