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It may sound weird
But truly there is none
I do wonder
Why its always you
Both in my heart and mind
But truly there is none
Either its a curse or a prayer
Either to do or to die
It should be only for you
Either its a fight or a hug
Either its a pain or pleasure
It should be only from you
What should i call this ?
Madness ? Love? Addiction ?
Well.. the best name is
" obsession "
Very much obsessed...
That I end up in forgetting myself
Obsessed to talk with you
Though there is no content
Obsessed to do anything for you
Though not necessary
Obsessed to live for you
Though not sure about the destiny
Where this obsession would lead to....?
I wish it could lead your heart towards mine
So much so that
Both will get obsessed with no objection .  

And that's the time
My heart beat fast
Where it couldn't hear
Anyone's words
When it couldn't understand
Anyone's thoughts
It's not just the people
But the situation
Made it crunch
Split it hard
Finally
Broken into pieces.
It's not pain
It's not hurt
More cruelest than that
Yes...
It's called "confusion "
Where situation teaches you
the worst
To become the best
Still..." The confusion "
Makes you mourn
Breaks you hard
And leave you undecided . 

No reply from him
No response from others
No answer from your own heart
When you feel
" there is no bond"
When you realize
"Nothing is permanent "
When you understand
" worries don't change anything"
When you lose yourself
In unwanted thoughts
In unnecessary confusions
A single voice comes out
Saying
In fact singing....
Which could b heard only by you
Making you to understand
Life is worth the living
When
You have positive thoughts