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Never thought it would end up like this
Were you bored of me?
What's the possibility of me becoming yours?
You told "am yours" but where did you go now?
I still wonder what's my blessed mistake?
I was true both physically and mentally
But you were least bothered about me
I wish I could never see you again
or else I am damn sure
I will fall for you again
What is blocking you?
Why no texts? Why no calls?
Don't you know am still longing for you
How long am suppossed to wait for you
Should I call myself a stupid for loving you
Or should I be proud of myself for loving such a you
I still wonder why our story is incomplete !
Did you think of me at least when you hear my name?
Wish I could go back to the very first day I saw you
Would better ask you an other chance
So that I can surely love you right </3

I guess...
You are someone I need
someone I adore
For someone I grow crazy
For someone I forget myself
And now you are someone
I like to spend rest of my life
Now I do find my happiness in you
Nothing more could mesmerize me
than your look
Nothing more could comfort me
than your shoulders
Nothing more could support me
than your hug
My lips make a curve when my eyes
see your face
Your hands are something I wanna hold
Your hairs are something I wanna play
Your lips are something I wanna taste
Its not just enough
This whole life is not enough
Now i go out of words
But all I can say is a three letter word
" Be With Me"

Born and will die someday
Whose in between?
God
Parents
Friends
Neighbors
Enemies
Cheaters
What's in between?
Friendship
Love
Sex
Lust
Job
Money
And in the end
Death
And in the end
Meaningless life
ultimately
Clueless life
Clueless of why we born
Clueless of why we earn
Clueless of why we spend
Clueless of why we love
Clueless of why we lose
And in the end
Clueless of why we exist
Sad and Confused
Sad but true

Why does things never change?
In our case
Is the fault mine ?
Well...neither mine nor yours
maybe..its the situation
maybe...its our destiny
to be more accurate..
its MY destiny
its you who made my heart to jump
its you who made my cheeks to blush
its you with whom i loved to hold hands
and now that..love is gone
Now its you..
who is making me to shed tears
who is making me to kindle memories
who is making my heart to bleed
and ultimately
who is making me to write something like this..
I may not be tired of waiting
certainly..
Am so much tired of expecting
it was only hurt that i received
whenever i expected from you..
you changed so much
Dear ! you shouldn't have
Could i rewind the time
can we fall once again?
And this time sure i will never let you go
i would make you to stay...
but still..
what i will do..?
I will let you go
when you decide not to stay...
Its painful to live just with your memories
Its even more painful to live with you as a stranger
Its not paining to keep missing you
Its actually paining when you don't mind that
Thus
Let me move..
Let our story be incomplete

I just wonder..
Do i walk or fly?
I can see everything around me
yet can't really make sense of it..
I know someone is trying to make sense
But all i could see is just a lip movement
I do see people fighting out loud on streets..
I do see people crying out loud in chapels..
I do see people laughing out loud in cafe shops..
But all I could see is just their body language
well...where i am ?
I know my head is not in control
y its moving here and there..
I too know my toe is being moved..
stop...wait a minute
I could sense someone is pushing
me from behind
"what are you doing" he asked
oh..then i just realized
"well...am just wit my earphones on"

D 1 who always complemented me...
D 1 who always made me laugh...
D 1 who always smiled at me..
now i do search...
my own smile within me
now i do find..
my own tears on my eyes
now i do grumble..
my own conscience cheats me
well..! lemme say the truth
its not tat i miss you
its juz tat i miss myself
because...it took so long to realize
i have always found me in U
you made me to realize
once lost is lost forever
stilll
I never want tat to happen
be with me again..
make me smile again..
because !
i have fallen in love with you all again
so despeartely <3<3<3

Weeping of a Vagrant

And I stand in the center or middle Sometimes in front... Always longing for something ? Yet goes disappointed.. My needs are not written My wants are not hidden I swallow what you give me I sleep when I find emptied.. I pray ! I cry and ultimately I beg... Not to Christ or Allah but To You Comment on it! A business Comment on it! A robbery But truly its just "begging " My palms are visible for your eyes Still the tears behind my eyes are always invisible To anyone... in this world I beg not for food but for mercy I find it very rare among you To anyone... in this world Be born wit humanity more than humans